Helpless Romantic❥

"I Cared Once,

fucked Me Up."



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"At night I dream that you and I are two plants
that grew together, roots entwined,
and that you know the earth and the rain like my mouth,
since we are made of earth and rain."
— Pablo Neruda, Regalo De Un Poeta/ Gift Of A Poet (via teenager90s)
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My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
My brother
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.

And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
had overdosed
(again)
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not
beautiful.

The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
(should’ve)
had.
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not
beautiful.

My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
almost invisible
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not
beautiful.

So y’all can take your narcissistic
romanticizing
and glamorizing
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
Sadness
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.

But you
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.

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— (via runiqu) THIS IS STILL GOING AROUND ANYWAYS it completely rips off my poem x please stop reblogging this work (via sunflowury)
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may-13th:

i need to be kissed, more specifically by you

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nerdymelly:

I get emotionally attached to anyone nice to me and scare them away. That is my problem.

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youremyserenity:

I’m trying so hard to hate you.

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"You only missed my voice
when nobody else called you."
— Y.Z, A ten word story on being a second choice (via rustyvoices)
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"That’s the problem with putting others first; you’ve taught them you come second."
— read that, again. (via tsuyuake)
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"Wait for someone who tells strangers about you."
— Vodka thoughts #1 (via 5weetsorrow)
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5weetsorrow:

Sad/Bands/B&W blog
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"I wish you were beside me because all I want is to cuddle up and fall asleep while listening to the rain and your heartbeat."
— Why is this so hard (via dead-behindd-the-eyess)
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if u think i’m attractive u probably have the world’s lowest standards 

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5weetsorrow:

Sad/Bands/B&W blog
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